♥ LOVE
♥ Sunday, June 21, 2009♥
going to watch a live football match later - Danang vs Ho Chi Minh; how apt! hahaha can't wait! and then we'll be going clubbing tonight! my 2nd time clubbing in my entire life, and I honestly hope it will be better than my first time in Danang.
many things have happened in VN, fill u guys in when i return! tata now! good dáy (:
ps/ if u're wondering why i'm blogging in such a weird language style, that's because my english has became totally cui to the max. hahahah we just keep laughing over how distorted it has become. lol.
♥ pearl(:
♥ Tuesday, June 9, 2009♥
if only we didn't have a choice to choose, to live, to regret or to hope.
rah rah rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i know i know, i gottah stop this depression thingy. i don't even know what's causing it.. but all i wanna do lately ever since i came back is to hide in my room and just look at the airplanes fly past, and listen to the ships honk at night - a true cure for loneliness; you know they are there, always, somewhere looking beyond their view, looking perhaps at you.
♥ pearl(:
♥ Monday, June 8, 2009♥
happiness' just an eye shut away.
♥ pearl(:
♥ Friday, June 5, 2009♥
2 weeks may seem like a pretty short span of time for anything to happen, but everything unimaginable did happen... and boy, was it great.
how unexpectedly life can catch you sometimes; yet it seems that the more unprepared your heart is, the more fulfilling the experience you gain, and the greater you are willing to open your heart to welcome things you once took for granted, or did not appreciate, or simply were not aware of.
2 weeks in VN probably taught me more than what 2 years in SG did; 2 weeks in VN probably gave me more enriching experiences than what 2 years in SG did; and 2 weeks in VN probably made me realised so much more about myself than I really did in my entire 20 years of life.
Words cannot simply do justice to how special those last 2 weeks were to me, nor even if pictures could speak a thousand words, will a million photos be able to express them.
Perhaps after awhile, we will all move on with our lives and like before, PUM III will only remain as a distant memory, only a dream that I woke up abruptly from, and it's reality only proven by the existence of hundreds of photos that no one will ever glance at again. Yet for now, before I start becoming a true blue Singaporean again who is only immersed in the business of life, let me escape into the little special place we built and soak up all the lovely memories I had for one last time(:
♥ pearl(:
♥ Wednesday, June 3, 2009♥
it's my fault though.... i just have to take sole responsibility...............
never thought it'll be like this, who's to forgive me???
♥ pearl(:
♥ Monday, May 11, 2009♥
knowing that you can be yourself around them, knowing that they'll take good care of you when you lose your steps, knowing that they'll be there with fun, laughter and a listening ear whenever, wherever.
10:00am meeting on a summer's monday.. suckkks.
4 more days to go to vietnam.... arghh! pray for me guys(:
♥ pearl(:
♥ Friday, May 1, 2009♥
it sucks. everyone around you is either getting a B+ or an A- that a B appears to be the most vulgar thing that you've ever laid eyes upon.
I thank God for blessing me with everything I have thus far, but recently things aren't going quite smoothly for me and I'm afraid that I may lose sight of everything...
I used to be a really stupid kid, doing so badly in school that even my tutor had to encourage me nearly every single lesson to not give up by telling me the Bird Story. I never knew the exact morale behind it, but it goes something like "the hard working bird will eventually get his worm" or something like that.
In primary school, my parents were just more than happy that I didn't get into EM3 or the normal academic stream.
And then secondary school came, and I suddenly felt my brain cells pumping hard and I became a little smarter.
And I started to experience the joy of doing well in school and of success in my different paths of life besides studies like job interviews, school interviews, driving tests and such.
I did pretty well in uni during my first sem and I started hoping for things I never thought I could achieve. And I did.
All that was required of me was to get a pretty decent grade for this sem and everything could be great.
Yet I screwed it up. I screwed it up by a mere 0.04.
Why, why Lord? Why take it away from me?
Worst still, why make it so close within my reach?
I don't know what to do anymore.
That was the only reason that kept me moving. The only thing that motivated me while I study so hard late through the night.
I feel like a blind man walking aimlessly.
like a homeless man roaming through the streets.
Please, take me home and lead the way. Please, I beg you.
♥ pearl(: